Some Doses of “Crap” can be Useful

I’m so super backward when it comes to Pinoy news.

I read this just now, “I am Wanggo Gallaga, I am 29, I am a writer, and I am HIV positive.” Obviously, it is now a history. This same thing happened also the moment I learned about Rudy Fernandez’ death. Well, I cling to the fact that I wasn’t in Manila last year that is why six months already has passed when I read about it.

It’s funny how I avoid Pinoy TV news because I believe that all the things I see there are crap, if not most of them. In turn, I miss somethings I want to know, or should have know for that matter.

I have read all of Wanggo’s published write-ups, from books to  elusive bliss to indulgences to reverb, some of which I used in my classes. I knew it from his writings that he is gay. But his courage to let the whole world know that he has HIV is something else.

Anyway, this blog does not go anywhere. I just realized that I should spare a couple of minutes in front of the television or read some entertainment news sometimes.

Chocolate Talk

 

W: Ba’t ka nakasimangot?

Ako: Masakit po ang puson ko, more than one week na. Feeling ko may chocolate cyst ako.

W: Hay naku! Kasi ang hilig hilig mo sa tsokolate! Mag-share ka kasi pag kakain ka. 

 

Hehe! This conversation completed my day. It’s true that I love chocolates more than anything else, but I don’t think it has anything to do with it. I couldn’t help but laugh my ass off. 

W is already menopause who’s experiencing evident mood swings and intermittent hot flushes (maybe). D

poor doggy, yow sorry…

 

mood: fuming mad
 

I wrote a quite long blog about dog meat eating (among Koreans) a while ago, but I opted to delete it and let it go as if nothing happened. It was very long that it lost coherence.

I’ll try not to go into details. The bottom line is — if these people see dogs as a staple food, then go eat it. But if you ask me, I would see it as no less than cannibalism.

They have their principles, I have mine.

They served dog meat in the place where I am staying at last weekend. It was really sickening on my part to hear comments like “why don’t you eat it?” “It’s good for the body, it gives you power.” These remarks are more stomach churning, let alone the idea of slaughtering, eviscerating and working the dog out, and then eating it, than looking at it in a soup bowl blended in an orange-coloured paste.

I understand the culture and I respect it. For one, I am aware that I am in a Korean environment. Another thing, I don’t heed the superstitious belief that eating these creatures is good for health. Even so, what am I going to use stamina for? I prefer to dig junk foods.

It’s their belief and the hell I care. Swear! I really don’t.  What’s burning me today is the notion of me not joining them as being ethnocentric - that I wouldn’t fully understand that Korean-ness if I don’t try and don’t show to them that I like it too.

Tang-ina! Kung pagiging closed minded ang basehan ng cultural insensitivity, mga Koreano ang hari sa mundo.

I should have written that in English. Anyway, most of them wouldn’t understand it without the use of their dictionaries.

씨발”! Eto, maiintindihan nila ‘to!

 

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*** with apologies to those Koreans out there who are nice and not as close-minded as those whom I have encountered. xx

 

Did you feel the artquick?

I felt it! Don’t make it like a city’s explosion, as it’s just a simple shake.

It really baffles me (and annoys me) big time as to why people around right now tend to feel like in a total shudder of horror, or maybe in amazement, about the earthquake a while ago. 

I was still in my classroom while rushing some papers for tomorrow’s IELTS mock test when someone knocked just to ask me if I felt the quake. I simply said yes. Then another singkit moron peeked behind the half-open door. “Teacher, did you feel that?” 

“Yes. Why?”

And he looked at me in disbelief and uttered ,”why are you not affected at all? Not afraid?”

“No.”

“진짜! Strange woman!”. Then he left.

Not even a minute passed when another man showed up. He asked if he can come in. I just nodded and I saw his eyes in panic. 

“Didn’t you feel the artquick?”

While he was saying this, it was as if he was trying very hard to open his eyes and let the whole world know that Koreans have sclerae. With that look, I couldn’t help but blurt out a big laugh. He laughed along but his furrowed brow has never left his face.

I explained that Baguio often experience shakes like that. It’s normal because of it’s location and blah blah blah, and blah blah blah. He answered in awe and disbelief, “yearly??”.

“Not only yearly. It can be every week or even more frequent than that. “

Mas lalong nalukot ang mukha. Only to find out that what he meant by YEARLY is 정말. A question of affirmation, like REALLY?!!!.

I have been with these people for a couple of months, but I still forget how they pronounce words sometimes and what they really mean. That gave me a laugh, though. It should have been fun until another boorish young man appeared and started to talk in wonder like a bird about “the thing that happened a while ago”.

The fun faded and was changed with irritation. I really don’t understand why in the world these people are so, so amazed about a simple quake like this. It wasn’t nerve-wracking and it didn’t last for long. Its magnitude may not even move PhilVOCS seismometer.

I would understand it if they are a bunch of ignorant 5-year-old kids and that it may be their first time to experience such ground shakes in their lives. But, hell, some of these people are way older than me. 

Walang bang lindol sa Korea, or you are just “acting like Koreans”???

 

Chuseok

Remind me to blog later about Korean Thanksgiving Day. I enjoyed some food. It’s like a feast. The 람연 that they always serve every Sunday is nowhere in sight. Aside from that, I also played yutnori - Korean traditional boardgame. It’s pretty much like a baseball with some intricacies along the way, with some shouting and booing in between of course. 

We won! ;-)

한글 keyboard

 

I am learning to type fast in 한글 and that’s why this is my bestfriend right now.  My computer has Roman alphabet only, so when I try to hit charcters in 한극어, I am like doing some kind of trial and error until such time that I correctly guess the right key. It takes me 100 years (hehe!) to be able to construct an existing Korean word until my friend 준형 아주씨 sent me this keyboard pix. Now, I can double my usual speed before.

Millions thanks mwah mwah! 

Headache sucks!

Headache sucks!

I woke up feeling well and seemed to go about my day just fine until my tension headache attacked at around 3 PM. I was in the middle of some stupid seminar when it felt like someone suddenly tugged my hair and squeezed my head cruelly. If I move it wrong, it was as if some metal balls start rolling around inside and bumping hard into soft parts of my skull. That’s how it felt like. I have had it since I-don’t-know-when. It’s episodic anyway and it has been a habit to endure it a little every time it occurs. But this time, it was unbearable.

After quitting time, which was past 5 PM, I decided to take a walk to get some fresh air. I found myself toddling along Burnham Park. It probably took me longer than I planned because I just realized I barely can see the surroundings anymore. It was dark. It was really dark.

I asked an ale why there are no lights around. She said since the new mayor sat in position, Burnham Park is no longer the way it used to be. It’s dirty and it has become nothing but a haven of lovers who don’t wish to get a room. Well, I don’t care about it, but I couldn’t disagree with her. As I look around before I head towards the taxi stand nearby, I can feel sadness in the dull murky and foggy surroundings.

Now, I am talking to Jumar through YM! and I am surprised about what he said that  “pokpok lang ang naglalakad sa Burnham ng gabi, bungee!!!” Oh, God! I wasn’t aware of that. That only goes to show that I don’t know much about this place.

This time, I think I’d rather take some hot milk and sleep early. Perhaps, I am just overstretched these days.

jamppong

Who wants some jamppong? The real one, not the Lucky Me Supreme jamppong that we have in PI.

I didn’t like it the first time I tasted it, and I promised myself not to try it again. It’s just way tooo spicy for my taste. It made me feel so bloated and I caught a cold after digging it.

Well, I ate it at around 1 AM, though. I am not sure if it’s because of the jamppong taste or the time of the night. Anyway, that was like February of this year and I haven’t tried it again until now. Someone brought one bowl for me. It’s sitting right on my desk and it’s now getting cold.

I’m starving, but I don’t want to get a cold yet again.

Where am I at the moment?

F*ck knows…


Hell hell hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kape

My life these days is depressing and really deadtiring. I could find myself staring into space while my body is sleeping. It’s terribly worrisome to some extent. However, this place can ease up everything - Kaffee Klatch in Baguio.

OK. That’s all you need to know. I’d rather hit the bed. ^_^

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